HEYO!!! long time no blog le... really very bz lately... hahax. bz wif wad? hahax. u sae leh? heh hehx. ok la... let me tell u... it's of course my dear dear lao gong alson la... almost everydae go out wif him ... >.<
hmmm... i've joined da squash team liao... hahax. accidentally de... i was like playing squash for fun.. den the squash member saw me playing... deni got into da cca lor... hahax. ok la... blog till here... i'll blog again next time! chahl!

Hahax! dis few dayz shooo happi!! y? go ask ming fong urself... hahax.

hmmm... i feel tht my class is chao lame siaX!! especially da water polo guy.... hahax. but still "bacteria" dun wan tok to me... everytime diao me... so sad... =( but still!!! i shall keep my ugly black face away n always put on a cheerful bubbly face!! n hor... todae 3 june... guess hu's b-day? hahaX. it's our water polo guy!! REUBEN!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAE REUBEN!!!!!!!! MaY aLL uR dReaMz CoMe TrUe WoRz!!!! hahaX.

hmmm... gtg now... blog again another time... chahl!!!

todae leh... quite happi.... i got 45 out of 50 for my CKT quiz!!! yes arr!!!! hahahax!!! shooooo happi!!! hahax!!! todae i in class super quiet siax... sianz oso... hardly tok to classmates... having a phobia talking to my classmates... ppl like si jun oso gif me a great pressure to tok to ... hmmm... y? i think it's cos tht i m afraid of wad they might think of me... n how they react... i hav dis kind of " i-wanna-proof-to-u" feeling... lolx. i'm putting myself into too much pressure... haiyo~~~ i muz learn to relax... *harsh harsh*

ok la... wanna gif my bro use com le... chahl!!

OMG! so many ppl siaX... beta silence myself wif all da feelings i put in da blog... *slice my throat* wonder hu's da one wif da nick engine.... but forget it... i dun hold grudges for more than 10 min... if i ever offended u all, sorrie la.. cos i feel reali outcasted la... u all dun even tok much to me n i dun even understand wad u all thinking... wad 3 yr contracts... wad hard gay... lolz. sorrie A603 i called u guys ignorants... but wif all tht i say, sorry, plz accept dis apology for my impatient act...

hmm... in skool now... blogging... n at da same time, doing my writoral project... a bit last minute rite? lolx. been having headaches lately... hmmm... come to think of it... da term test is around da corner... haiZ... n i still dun get dfund well... argh! haiZ... i'm starting to get phobia siaX... x.x ytd piah dfund until veri late siax... lolx. so sian...

hmmm... guess i'll go get ready for class la... chahl!

i m starting to hate my class liao... shit* they everytime make me cry... den ming fong help me revenge... den they went to da toilet to wash up.. gideon they all heard some bad things bout me... in other words they were gossiping behind me... tsk* guys...

ytd ccn day was a failure... not only we din earn much, or any profit at all... our class bonding suck man~ i dun think dis time is my prob... i think it's one of my ignorant classmates... si jun... or "bacteria" ... he is a total annoyance n a stumbling block in my life... have pray liao...

todae, i was suppose to hav fellowship... but dunnoe whether can go or not.. cos i got work... lolx... i wanna commit siax... y is time alwayz da issue... haiZ... i really have no time siax... project, frenz, work, test, studies... all jumbling up wif juz my 2 hands... realli not enuf... haiZ...

i think i'll blog till here... nid to go bath... chahl!!!

i m utterly disappointed wif my class... A603 of engine skool, course: diploma in electronics(aerospace) T11... u guyx totally disappoint me... n u guys dun even dare to say sorrie... o sorrie, is dun een dare to walk pass me.. u guys juz made my day the worst day in TP... especially wif u guys...i dun even noe y i got into a class of ignorants... stupidly incooperative s*ckers... idiotically f*cking assholes... u guys juz supercalifragilisticexpialidociously utterly piss me off... u guyz will hav to face my super black n ugly face tml... stupid assholes... juz die early!!! F*CKERS!

*hoo~ tht helped me a little in throwing my tantrum... but i was really pissed off by my classmates... n hey have to face my super black face tml...

todae was a rather short dae.. cos i woke up a 10.30 am... n i missed my 10am lecture... lolx...den my next class was like 1pm... so i skip lor.. haha. den went for ckt lecture... haha. todae's math tut reali sianx... did a quiz reevision... juz when i was bout to ask da lec to help me mark, he say: ok class dismiss... den he walk out of da room, den i shout to him: OEI! WTF! wa liao... already so pissed... den still wan to piss me off some more siax... anihow machiam machiam... kns... hahaz.

ok la... i go slp le... gd niteZ! may tml b a better dae...

hai~... dis few dayZ, i'm having mood swings... feeling super sad n being veri emo... why? cos i failed my Digital Fundamental whereby i wasnt suppose to fail, but i fail veri badly... n i'm e only one in class hu failed...

when i first saw e results.. i kept quiet... hoping tht no one will notice bout it or ask bout it... ironically, it did not turn out the way i wanted... e bloody das*in case u dunnoe, das is 1 of my irritating-zahid-like classmate*.. he laughed out loud n pointed to my rsults n said,"june, u got e lowest! hahhahaha!" my feeling was like wth already, n he worsen it to "wad the bloody f*cking hell shit"... den i my eyes turned watery, n b4 i knew it, my tears rolled down my cheek... i was crying... crying for getting such a low mark, crying for my pride... i was upset... veri upset... i went out of e class n called my tp best fren, xin yi... i cried on e phone... feeling veri veri sad... hai~... as i tot i wont cry in skool ever again... i was soooo wrong... hai~...

i went back to class still... in no mood of doing anithing... i sat at table at e coner n started crying again... after a while when i feel better... i took a deep breathe n say to myself tht everything was fine.. n there, i got over it... but i'm still realli upset bout da results though...

after my day in skool... i went to e Concourse mall wif ming fong... bought all those stuff for CCN day(TP funfair in other words). i carried a lot of heavy things siaX... n i look like some ah sao... look so auntie.. XP OMG siax...

later i'll b having Engineering Math test, wish me all da best... gtg now... chahl!