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2006-07-01T23:14:00.000-07:00

HEYO!!! long time no blog le... really very bz lately... hahax. bz wif wad? hahax. u sae leh? heh hehx. ok la... let me tell u... it's of course my dear dear lao gong alson la... almost everydae go out wif him ... >.<
hmmm... i've joined da squash team liao... hahax. accidentally de... i was like playing squash for fun.. den the squash member saw me playing... deni got into da cca lor... hahax. ok la... blog till here... i'll blog again next time! chahl!

2006-06-02T18:58:00.000-07:00

Hahax! dis few dayz shooo happi!! y? go ask ming fong urself... hahax.

hmmm... i feel tht my class is chao lame siaX!! especially da water polo guy.... hahax. but still "bacteria" dun wan tok to me... everytime diao me... so sad... =( but still!!! i shall keep my ugly black face away n always put on a cheerful bubbly face!! n hor... todae 3 june... guess hu's b-day? hahaX. it's our water polo guy!! REUBEN!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAE REUBEN!!!!!!!! MaY aLL uR dReaMz CoMe TrUe WoRz!!!! hahaX.

hmmm... gtg now... blog again another time... chahl!!!

2006-05-30T09:02:00.000-07:00

todae leh... quite happi.... i got 45 out of 50 for my CKT quiz!!! yes arr!!!! hahahax!!! shooooo happi!!! hahax!!! todae i in class super quiet siax... sianz oso... hardly tok to classmates... having a phobia talking to my classmates... ppl like si jun oso gif me a great pressure to tok to ... hmmm... y? i think it's cos tht i m afraid of wad they might think of me... n how they react... i hav dis kind of " i-wanna-proof-to-u" feeling... lolx. i'm putting myself into too much pressure... haiyo~~~ i muz learn to relax... *harsh harsh*

ok la... wanna gif my bro use com le... chahl!!

2006-05-28T20:57:00.000-07:00

OMG! so many ppl siaX... beta silence myself wif all da feelings i put in da blog... *slice my throat* wonder hu's da one wif da nick engine.... but forget it... i dun hold grudges for more than 10 min... if i ever offended u all, sorrie la.. cos i feel reali outcasted la... u all dun even tok much to me n i dun even understand wad u all thinking... wad 3 yr contracts... wad hard gay... lolz. sorrie A603 i called u guys ignorants... but wif all tht i say, sorry, plz accept dis apology for my impatient act...

hmm... in skool now... blogging... n at da same time, doing my writoral project... a bit last minute rite? lolx. been having headaches lately... hmmm... come to think of it... da term test is around da corner... haiZ... n i still dun get dfund well... argh! haiZ... i'm starting to get phobia siaX... x.x ytd piah dfund until veri late siax... lolx. so sian...

hmmm... guess i'll go get ready for class la... chahl!

2006-05-26T21:43:00.000-07:00

i m starting to hate my class liao... shit* they everytime make me cry... den ming fong help me revenge... den they went to da toilet to wash up.. gideon they all heard some bad things bout me... in other words they were gossiping behind me... tsk* guys...

ytd ccn day was a failure... not only we din earn much, or any profit at all... our class bonding suck man~ i dun think dis time is my prob... i think it's one of my ignorant classmates... si jun... or "bacteria" ... he is a total annoyance n a stumbling block in my life... have pray liao...

todae, i was suppose to hav fellowship... but dunnoe whether can go or not.. cos i got work... lolx... i wanna commit siax... y is time alwayz da issue... haiZ... i really have no time siax... project, frenz, work, test, studies... all jumbling up wif juz my 2 hands... realli not enuf... haiZ...

i think i'll blog till here... nid to go bath... chahl!!!

2006-05-25T09:01:00.000-07:00

i m utterly disappointed wif my class... A603 of engine skool, course: diploma in electronics(aerospace) T11... u guyx totally disappoint me... n u guys dun even dare to say sorrie... o sorrie, is dun een dare to walk pass me.. u guys juz made my day the worst day in TP... especially wif u guys...i dun even noe y i got into a class of ignorants... stupidly incooperative s*ckers... idiotically f*cking assholes... u guys juz supercalifragilisticexpialidociously utterly piss me off... u guyz will hav to face my super black n ugly face tml... stupid assholes... juz die early!!! F*CKERS!

*hoo~ tht helped me a little in throwing my tantrum... but i was really pissed off by my classmates... n hey have to face my super black face tml...

todae was a rather short dae.. cos i woke up a 10.30 am... n i missed my 10am lecture... lolx...den my next class was like 1pm... so i skip lor.. haha. den went for ckt lecture... haha. todae's math tut reali sianx... did a quiz reevision... juz when i was bout to ask da lec to help me mark, he say: ok class dismiss... den he walk out of da room, den i shout to him: OEI! WTF! wa liao... already so pissed... den still wan to piss me off some more siax... anihow machiam machiam... kns... hahaz.

ok la... i go slp le... gd niteZ! may tml b a better dae...

2006-05-24T20:06:00.000-07:00

hai~... dis few dayZ, i'm having mood swings... feeling super sad n being veri emo... why? cos i failed my Digital Fundamental whereby i wasnt suppose to fail, but i fail veri badly... n i'm e only one in class hu failed...

when i first saw e results.. i kept quiet... hoping tht no one will notice bout it or ask bout it... ironically, it did not turn out the way i wanted... e bloody das*in case u dunnoe, das is 1 of my irritating-zahid-like classmate*.. he laughed out loud n pointed to my rsults n said,"june, u got e lowest! hahhahaha!" my feeling was like wth already, n he worsen it to "wad the bloody f*cking hell shit"... den i my eyes turned watery, n b4 i knew it, my tears rolled down my cheek... i was crying... crying for getting such a low mark, crying for my pride... i was upset... veri upset... i went out of e class n called my tp best fren, xin yi... i cried on e phone... feeling veri veri sad... hai~... as i tot i wont cry in skool ever again... i was soooo wrong... hai~...

i went back to class still... in no mood of doing anithing... i sat at table at e coner n started crying again... after a while when i feel better... i took a deep breathe n say to myself tht everything was fine.. n there, i got over it... but i'm still realli upset bout da results though...

after my day in skool... i went to e Concourse mall wif ming fong... bought all those stuff for CCN day(TP funfair in other words). i carried a lot of heavy things siaX... n i look like some ah sao... look so auntie.. XP OMG siax...

later i'll b having Engineering Math test, wish me all da best... gtg now... chahl!

2006-05-23T05:07:00.000-07:00

HmmmzzZZ... i'm quite happi dis few dayZ... although i still feel stress due to skol projects homeworks n upcoming tests... but i'm still trying to juggle 'em smoothly wif my hands n mind...

now my poly life coming ard quite fine.. n i notice tht in class, i was acting pretty du lan juz cos i'm the onlygirl in class... hahaZ... din mean it... juz tt i feel tht really out of place lor... den none of them made any effort to make me feel part of the class... i really wish tht i was back in secondary skool where i have more female frenz in class to chat wif... haiZ... facing dis fact tht i'm the only girl in class makes me feel veri du lan... dden i was acting pretty much annoyed wif everything da class do... but i juz kept quiet... almost the entire time... hahaX... hope none of the A603 guyz r reading my blog... (* looks left, looks right*)

hmmmzzZZ... i've organized a chalet specially for mantiZ... yes arr!!! it will b at aranda!!! yes arr!!! aranda is cool n big! i went down to aranda personally wif my mommy, den we book da chalet at 483 bucks in total... den haven include bbq pit n bbq food... hahaZ... it's gonna b veri EX!!! lolZ... haiZ... gotta come up wif a plan... raise more funds... hmmm... mayb ccn day can do some stuff ba... let's ask BER~linda... hmm...still cant get anithing...

gtg... i'll blog longer n properly another time! chahl!

2006-05-21T11:55:00.000-07:00

HEyZ!!! long time no blog sia!!! my bro keepz complaining tht i use da com veri long.. so i shall make dis post a short n simple 1...

my request to transfer to the other class had failed... haiZ... so sad... haiZ... nowadays i feel so sad... all my classmateZ dun even noe wad stress i m going thru at home except for daniel.. thx to him at least... all the peepz like yi zhe keep mentioning bout the com... y in the world r there coms... bloody f**k shittie inventor n hu ever revolutionized games r bloody facking assholes... haiZ... only here tht i hope 1 day some one would sympathise me... i'll juz wait...

last sat n sun, i worked at curtyard.. n wad's more! is tht ming fong n kris r working together wif me!!! yes arr!!! i sort of missed banquet... seeing those wedding eents go on like hell lot of fun la... but i dun miss da managers at all... haha!

k la... as i said, it shall b a short n simple post... chahl!

2006-05-16T03:01:00.000-07:00

haha! paisei to those ppl hu visits myblog.. i very long din update liao... cos very bz... project... den a lot of tutorial work... haiZ... bz la!!!

dis few days... i was veri busy wif everything... frenz, skool, work, life... it's like i got so many things to do, but so limited time... i really wish tht 1 min would b 1 hr sometimes... but i still hav to cope wif everything myself... n, recently, i feel tht i m very lonely in class... at first i tot veing the only girl in class can help me thru some difficult matters... but... i was wrong... in the end... i kind of suffered... i feel very lonely... i feel outcasted, i dun feel like i'm part of them... as i watch the guys do wad they wan... i feel like joining in... but it's mostly those things i cant do...

n so... i requested to Mr. Efren tht i wanna transfer to A604. i've already asked, but i'm not sure whether it's approved... hmmzzZZ... gotta wait till tml... hope it's approved...

last sunday, i replaced siew wei @ courtyard... really loved the uniform there... but i was really darn bored over there... haiZ... den kristine n ming fong got da job w/o any interview!!! yes arr!!! got more ppl work wif me liao!!! yes arr!!! haha! i'll b working wif kris dis sat at 5pm n on sun at 12nn wif kris n ming fong! yes arr!! hmmzzZZ... but i sort of missed banquet.. doing all the rushing stuff... but it's ok... next time sure got chance 1... haha.

2006-05-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

HeYz!!! 3 dayZ din blog le!!! haha. olely missing the com... anyway... i was suppose to do my project... guess i'll do it 1st... chahl...

oKieZ!!! i'm done wif my project... phoo~~ tedious sia... i hate projects where by the grp members r always bz... i think it's due to the irregular timing of da time table... haiz... wa liao... i piah until so late to finish the draft... cos we keep dragging , den now last minute do sia... wa liao... so tired... i'll blog my happenings another time la... NITE!!!

2006-05-05T05:32:00.000-07:00

dis few dayZ keep on sicking... den last nite, i went to visit the doc... dr ting said tht i had a heavy sinus infection... n it's a nasty 1... tht's wad causing me to have fever 5 times in 3 weeks... caoZ!! really irritating la... if it was during the secondary skool dayZ... i would b ever happy to get fever n all. haha. sec skool damn slack sia... not much worries... now i noe y ppl keep saying tht sec sch is the most non stressful life liao... cos poly really tough... haiZ... like me... i in poly stress liao... all the subZ i seh~ except for engine math... it's wad we learn in sec skool.. i alwayz sleep in class... haha.

hmmMzzZ... last wed... i had a badminton trial... actually i din want to go de, i wanted to try out dragon boat... but instead i went for the trial.. cos i think tht badminton dun hav any challenge for me... i still prefer tennis... i din play badminton for 2 yrz liao.. n i still can pass the 1st trial... i may get into the 2nd trial... hmmm... den we had dis 100m shuttle run la... i partnered a girl... at the starting point, when the signal to start running was given, she was in front of me... den i very fast catch up wif her... n was a head of her the rest of the time... haiZ... really no challenge... badminton... nv mind... i juz join to get cca points can le... lol.

for dis week... i'm grounded... cos i've been out for the past few days n alwayz go home late... mom not happy wif tht n grounded me.. i'll b free from tht sentence next week... i think around mon or tue...

actually my ATM card got confiscated cos i spent too much... but in the end i got it back... n my mom automatically gave it back to me. amazing? cos mathers' day coming ma... haha. wan me buy present for her... meow.. even w/o my atm card, i will still find a way to get the present i had in mind a long time ago liao... haha... i'm buying a perfume from Dior, Forever n Ever... i've tested it n compared it... n i still think tht dis perfume is still the best... better den Jadore... well recommended... it cost $70~80 (?) not sure... but i hav my atm card liao... i dun care how much liao... no matter wad, i'm getting tht for my mom...

n hor... lately, i had a dream... i dream tht i failed all my subZ for exam... i panic n repeated my 1st yr again!!! i den dun wan!!! scary... haha.

i'll blog again another time bout the latest happening of me... chahl!

2006-05-02T05:11:00.000-07:00

HmmzZ...

wa.............. todae in dfund class i very blur sia @.@... i dun even get wad the lecturer saying... i can go seh~... tht's y i revised wad i learnt todae la... kns sia... really toopid of me not listening in class... should hav paid attention to the class den bout my day n myself... yawnZ*really boring sia... i can understand... but not totally... phoo~

i juz recieved a call from tht pest... shitty head sia... call me to go out n eat... u think i'll forgive him... yea~ i hav already forgiven him... only tht i dun feel tht it's fair for me... call me egoistic, selfish or wadever... i'm still me... i noe my feelings more than any1 on earth... phoo~... beta stop bullshitting ard... later my head burst...

tml is the badminton trial.. dun feel like going for it... cos it's kinda not challenging... mayb i'll juz go for it ba... hmmz... a "bit dun feel like going" tht kind of feeling... haiZ...
i'll take it as a drag la.. i think after i go bugis den i go for the trial... den like tht i no need bring do many things around le... haha..

ok la... blog till here... c ya!

2006-04-30T22:38:00.000-07:00

from now on... i shall use dis blog n blog wadever i hav in mind!!! cos i've been using the msn spaces to blog wadever i hav... but a bit leh che... so dis 1 a bit ezier...my blog is still simple as plain as from the first time... cos i haven come up wif my blogskin... haiZ... still waiting for the inspiration...

ytd, i went to work at courtyard as replacement for siew wei... though i entioned it a lot of times but i still think it was quite cool... met steven, elena, gin, suhaila n xu lin there... courtyard.. i loved the uniform ever since i first saw it... it's so cool... the uni is coloured green for top n gold for skirt, the chinese beaded buttons goes all the way down form the collar to ur belly... the whole top extends like a mini dress slitted at 4 sides; front, left ,back n the right side from the waist on wards... den u compate the top wif a gold skirt!! >.<>

i had fun at courtyard... courtyard quite slack actually... can do wadever u wan la... not like banquet... suckie banquet cos got those unwanted managers... haiZ... wish they hurry up transfer n disappear... mayb i should consider going to courtyard n work on sundays only... haha. at least got something to do during the sundays... ok la.... hope tht more ppl will come c my blog n tag... c ya around!!

2006-04-03T06:59:00.000-07:00

my blog is still not ready yet cos i'm still designing my background... no inspiration yet... but will come out soon...

2006-03-10T08:12:00.000-08:00

1st day of my lil' blog... going to for operations... hope to the viewers ba...